EXPECT THE EXPECTED

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah~! May Allah showers you with His blessings. ^^

There was a time during venepuncture class, there was one lecturer out of the blue diagnosed me with one kind of disease. Haha. I'm kinda shocked actually but it is kinda expected. Hmm. =,=

In medicine, venipuncture, venopuncture or venepuncture is the process of obtaining intravenous access for the purpose of intravenous theraphy or for blood sampling of venous blood. -Wiki

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By just looking at my physical appearance, he can detect there is something wrong with it. Jeng jeng jeng. I wish to become a doctor like him where can easily detect a disease by just looking at the symptoms. Ain't it cool? No wonder, all these while, I feel so uneasy especially during my sleeping time and when I'm walking. Seriously, it does affect my sleep and it is really hurt even though it is just occasionally. Once it attacks me, all the pains make me uncomfortable and it is really painful! And it is not something that I can ignore where sometimes I did crying when it 'stroked' me. Which in the morning, I can still feel the pain and it limiting my daily activities especially when walk all the way to lecture hall.

Now, all things make sense. Back then I thought it is just a normal condition that happened out of sudden. In fact, I'm not really questioning it, or maybe sometimes I did questioned back; where it end up by just vanishing without answer. But since I know the fact, I became more conscious on it and try to reduce the possibility of getting back the pain. 

For those out there, please be grateful for each nikmat you got. There will always someone out there wish to have what you have. ^^ People tend to appreciate something when it is gone. Don't let it happens! Value each single things you have, your family, your friends, house, ability to acquire new knowledge, and last but not least, the greatest nikmat out of all, Islam itself.

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Additional info:
Disease and illness give two different meaning. Disease is an alteration of the mental and/or physical structure of the human body or mind while Illness refers to the human response to disease. 

By the way, next week I will get my assignment's result; where the mark will be accumulated for this semester result. Huwaa. T_T Please pray for my best. Thanks.

p/s: The fact that my mutabaah amal is more consistent in here compared to previous. Alhamdulillah.

Amalan yang paling dicintai oleh Allah adalah amalan yang berterusan walaupun sedikit. [Riwayat Muslim]

"Belum tibakah waktunya bagi orang-orang beriman, untuk secara khusyuk mengingat Allah dan mematuhi kebenaran yang telah diwahyukan (kepada mereka) dan janganlah mereka (berlaku) seperti orang-orang yang telah menerima kitab sebelum itu, kemudian mereka melalui masa yang panjang sehingga hati mereka menjadi keras. Dan banyak di antara mereka menjadi orang-orang yang fasik." 

[al-Hadid, 57:16] 

I was always walking alone, When I turned around everyone was far behind

Even so I kept walking, That was what strength was

"I’m not afraid of anything anymore," I try to whisper to myself

Everyone becomes alone someday living on only in memories

So that I can love and laugh even in loneliness I will fight

I will show no tears

I was always walking alone, A cliff waited for me at my destination

Even so I kept walking as proof of my strength

The strong wind blew against me, My shirt stuck to me with sweat

If I can forget everything someday living will become so much simpler

If I fall past oblivion that’s just running away

If only the meaning of having lived would disappear

Before long the wind died down and the sweat evaporated

I've become hungry, Did something happen?

Together with vibrant voices a pleasant scent came along

I was always walking alone, Everyone was waiting

Everyone becomes alone someday living on only in memories

Even so it's fine, I will call these peaceful feelings my companions

Living somewhere I will someday forget the days that I spent with everyone as well

At that time I won't be strong anymore

With the weakness of a normal girl tears will overflow~

-Brave Song, Angel Beat